You have no idea what I am about to tell you...
I have been with one for 16 years and I have full blown PTSD as a result. However being a quick study, she is just as damaged and I take pleasure in this. The irony is that we are still together and fighting. We have destroyed our careers, the lives of 4 children, our families, our finances, our emotional state of health, our spiritual state of health, and we have absolutely no friends. Our family's hate towards one another is eternal.
Just recently I have branched out with team sports and new friends of my own and am planning Manila travel by myself. She is flipped out and nuts about this and will suffer a heart attack most likely. I am no longer her puppet as my libido has left my body now forever.
She did however give me the best intimacy a man could have ever asked for, but at a great price. This relationship was a 16 year fatal attraction in most every sense of the word. My closure is to visit her land immune to the honey trap once and for all. I am 50 now and I need nothing.
I have recently broken our bond with the strength of Jesus and professional counseling, but the damage will last a life time. In Manila, I will be plenty wise and my 16 year battle will be my shield. I am now untouchable in mind, body, and soul.
I am very kind still and warm-hearted but my blood pressure never rises nor does my pulse when under heavy attack of a yelling Filipina monster. I do now suffer hearing loss in both ears.
I am going to Manila now after this devastation to prove I can walk through fire unharmed. I will come home and never again take any interest in a Filipino lady. I will now just be alone for the rest of my days and remain close to my children.
What has not killed us has left me and my two children like a pack of wolves with the greatest survival instincts one could ever need. We are wicked in strength.
My children never want to see a Filipina woman again for as long as they both shall live. They have forgiven me and I have dedicated my life to them.